It seems really hard to fathom that just 3-4 weeks ago....Syd was running High, high, high.....The last couple weeks....low, low, low....
Some days ...I feel like...we GOT this. Other days, I feel completely helpless. I am MOM, I am supposed to have the answers to fix things for her....Some days I can't.
Some days....my Faith & Hope seem stronger....other days...I just want to cry.
Some days....I want to pretend that Sydney can eat whatever & whenever she wants without having to check her blood sugar & take insulin. But, she would be the one that suffers :o(
Some days....I think about how unfair this is for her....especially when she tells me how unfair it is & how much she hates it.
Everyday....I am SCARED.
Everyday.....I pray for CURE, I pray for God to watch over my child as she sleeps (just in case my alarm doesn't go off), I pray for strength....because some days I feel like I just don't have it.....
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